


When I have money available to spend, I play this game called: "let's see how much I can spend before my bank account overdrafts." Handling money is like a game for me. I convince myself that spending a ton of it all at once is a great idea because I 100% have everything under control. Not the case. Same ol' thing happens:
I get paid. After paying some bills, I decide to go on an adventure, a SPENDING SPREE adventure. I make a stop at Goodwill, then CVS, then a few malls, then to the flea market to meet Lisa. I make sure to get everything I need, plus the things "I forgot I needed". I get home, sit on my bedroom floor and tell myself I need a massage. 52 hours and 48 minutes later, I get that cell phone bank notification: "You're account is -$234 short of funds." I then have a pity party, I pout. I act as if I didn't even see it coming.. like I had no idea I would eventually be free falling down that deep, dark rabbit hole of hopelessness again.
Good news is, I'm The Ragdoll and I somewhat know how to improvise (we will get to this later).
A DRAWING OF ME SELLING MY TREASURES
Hot pink lipstick, a two piece printed cover up and sand between my toes.
Read MoreThere is something magical about spending a sunny Sunday afternoon at the flea market.
Read MoreVintage tee and luxe. Sure why not?
Read MoreYou are walking in this super sweet desert. The sun is setting and you realize you could use some lip balm. You reach into your Fendi vintage over the shoulder bag and search for your tinted chapstick. As you apply, you sit on the dirt to admire the sunset. You smile.
Life. is. good.
Happy Friday! Hope everyone has a colorful day!
BrotherBear Tom- I am gonna secretly miss living with you. We had some fun and memorable times together. New chapters - let's do it!!!
So much change happening in my life right now. I love it.
I had no idea where I was going with "Playtime with Ragdoll". When people asked me what it was, I hated not having the answer.
Playtime became this sort of fantasy world that I used to escape reality, but just like Alice, i eventually got lost in my own Wonderland. No sense of direction.. just trapped in a world of nonsense...